[Intro]
Bm7GDG[Verse]
Bm7G I'm tryna outrun my mind
DReminding myself of everything G I'd leave behind
Bm7But the bottle keeps sellin' me lies
GDGAnd I'd buy anythiing to get that high
Bm7G I hope God takes mercy on my soul
DG"Cause I don't wanna let go
[Chorus]
BmI'm puttin' on fake smiles G for everyone but me
G'Cause I just can't stand to see
DMy momma cryin'
GShe can see me dyin'
Bm7And I, keep tryna talk to Jesus
GAnd ask Him to take my demons
DAAnd one day I'll be okay
Bm7GDGSo I pray
[Verse]
Bm7 I'm tryna believe in love
GDIt's just gettin' hard to see
DGThrough all this blood
Bm7 And when it's not enough
GDIt's kill and be killed by the thoughts
GThat lost your trust
[Chorus]
Bm7I'm puttin' on fake smiles G for everyone but me
G'Cause I just can't stand to see
DMy momma cryin'
GShe can see me dyin'
Bm7And I, keep tryna talk to Jesus
GAnd ask Him to take my demons
DAAnd one day I'll be okay
So I pray
[Break]
Bm7GAnd wished I'd knew the answer why
DI feel so dead inside
AAnd I'm just gettin' tired
[Chorus]
Bm7Of puttin' on fake smiles G for everyone but me
'Cause I just can't stand to see
DMy momma cryin'
GShe can see me dyin'
Bm7And I, keep tryna talk to Jesus
GAnd ask Him to take my demons
DAAnd one day I'll be okay
So I pray